tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005488354905105058.post7832098756545853465..comments2024-02-12T09:00:39.001+00:00Comments on The New Thought Fox: Curious.postJazzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00643895187240847897noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005488354905105058.post-34589937137829696832009-01-04T16:20:00.000+00:002009-01-04T16:20:00.000+00:00I kind of mean that we get stuck in ourselves. Th...I kind of mean that we get stuck in ourselves. That there's a rut we just fall into, half without noticing. And that you have to change something in order to get out of it. Symbolic really. I did it once before, by giving up alcohol and moving out of college. I just need to make a decision sometimes, and make it real. I know that the person I am wouldn't change, but some of the surface is built up accretions of a life, and I wonder whether THAT could be shifted by changing something and seeing whether a new person could be built up.<BR/><BR/>Gah. I hate never knowing who people are. I'm usually 90% sure I know, but never quite. So I don't know how much you know about my recent life. Quite a lot. Most of the people who even know about this blog know me quite well. I'm working on the taste in men...:-P.postJazzhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00643895187240847897noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5005488354905105058.post-68641145854265337652009-01-04T13:43:00.000+00:002009-01-04T13:43:00.000+00:00I once thought about this, on a train from Cambrid...I once thought about this, on a train from Cambridge to London. I was so unhappy with my life at the time that I thought I should just disappear, never to be seen again. Get on a plane, throw away the passport, wander, that sort of thing.<BR/><BR/>The thing is... life wouldn't be different, we are who we are, and we will make the same mistakes (and do the same good things) no matter where we are and what our name is. <BR/><BR/>As an aside, I get the feeling that you're growing up at the moment, and by that I mean that you're realizing that you need to have control of your life and destiny to survive and thrive, and I think it's beautiful.<BR/><BR/>Now work on that terrible taste in men!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com